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Mum woke me up to let me know about the thunderstorm approaching, knowing how i hate to be in the car in bad weather. she's a very considerate woman and i love her.
she's going to be leaving kind of late in hopes of waiting out the worst of the rain so for now i'm just waking up and pissing around the internet.

i MUST call therapists in the next town over, i've got to get this disassociating and panic under control again.
aside from that, once i feel conscious enough i'm going to look over grey's simple blender tutorial and hope for the best